I know it is wrong and sick but after finding out he didn't die, I was laughing at this. I was quoting the black knight and saying "get up, it is only a flesh wound"
I am not laughing now, and I am trying to get better at that. He is another human being, I am trying to have compassion and get better. Then things like this come up and I revert back. I guess I am better than I used to be, so I am heading in the right direction. Just don't be too hard on me
